Sunday, May 08, 2011

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and now im getting scolded when it wasnt my fault to began with..

right you know what..im the fucking bitch then..


so like WHEN I GET HURT I CANT SAY IM HURT

WHEN IM SAD ..I CANT SHOW IT?

WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO NOW

TELL ME..FUCKING COME TO MY FUCKING FACE AND TELL ME..

DONT HIDE BEHIND A SHIT SCREEN AND SAY SHIT WHEN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE SHIT HAPPEN..

YES MAYBE I BROUGHT YOU DOWN WHEN IT HAPPENED
SHOULD I HAVE NOT?

at that moment
i WAS THERE..I WAS TRYING TO SUPPORT HIM WHEN YOU GAVE HIM SHIT
did i LEAVE HIM TO DIE?
WTF
IF SOMEONE WAS HURTING YOUR BEST FRIEND WOULD YOU NOT TRY AND KICK THAT PERSON AWAY?

ARE YOU EVEN SANE?!

i was being honest

what the fuck are you being

AND SHIT I MADE MYSELF CLEAR OKAY
I AM TRYING ..SO I SHOULD JUST FUCKING PRETEND EVERYTHING WAS A NIGHTMARE IS IT



in the first place

what makes you think that me LOSING MY BEST FRIEND can make me happy

tell me


come..

pray and tell


COULD I NOT PROTECT MYSELF?
WTF
I DID THAT WHY I AM HERE AND THE SITUATION IS WHERE IT IS TODAY

so what i MADE YOU CONFUSED NOW IS IT?



you guys really make me sick of everything

you know

really if i could i would jump off a building just to lose all my memories

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