Saturday, April 23, 2011

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many things had happened during this holidays..

seen many things come and go..

heard many things..

felt many feelings..

hmm .. i dont know how to say this..
no matter what...thank you for those feelings..though i cant ever respond to them.
i guess its what you call 有缘无份..
we are fated to meet but our destinies are not intertwine together.

i think like we are usually ahead of one another or behind each other..
like in a chase..

however..having those feeling doesnt give you a right to do whatever you did to me.
its sad that i have to run ahead now..and look back lesser because i still cant look at you without thinking what happened...

its sad that i have to be around you lesser or like lay off the close relationship we had.

its not a small thing..that happened you see.
you broke my trust

i cant trust anything now.

some day ...maybe a long time later..hopefully i'll be able to hold your hand and call you my good friend again

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