Thursday, March 03, 2011

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you really rendered me speechless this time.


i dont know to cry (again for the dont know how many times) or laugh really loudly like a crazy person

i mean seriously..you would think that I would yelled at YOU because of YOUR MODEL?
why in the world would i do that?

1. it's your model
2. i have nothing to do except to play games so i do not SEE anything that would irritate me

i mean shouting MAYBE..
why?! because ..
1. half our classmates were screaming and yelling like madmen.
2. the other half was playing music. i was.and you were too and uriah was SINGING? [i think]

so if THERE really EVER was a raise in my voice it was for you to HEAR it

and honestly after i "helped" well..try to you were the one that shouted UH NOTHING HAPPENED WTF?! WHAT DID YOU DO?
and you WERE pretty stressed out then...add your mighty stress lvls to that.
whatcha think you sounded like..

and i didnt even get mad...i was rather scared shitless because nothing happen AND I DONT WANT TO WASTE YA TIME TO REDO ONE MORE.

so
i was just shouting back. UH I DONT KNOW~ its supposed to happen and i DID WHAT I DID TO MY MODEL.
and you were like cursing and all..and you acted as IF i didnt wanna help you and tried to screw up your model..which i didnt and never meant to BECAUSE RIGHT AFTER IT DIDNT WORK I TRIED TO CALL IAN BUT YOU SAID NEVERMIND


so WHY the hell were you soooooooooo angry at me because I YELLED AT YOU?
AND YOU DIDNT LIKE MY ATTITUDE?

what kind of attitude DID I GIVE? i didnt even throw my temper or scold any vulgarities

what kind of yelling is that

i mean HONESTLY..
ME-
when i WANNA yell and SHOW YOU IM ANGRY AND PISSED
i would definitely SHOW.IT.TO.YOU

you WONT MISSED IT

really really why would i get mad BECAUSE MY FRIEND, MY BEST FRIEND, ASKED me for help

please tell me why would anyone get mad at that?

sigh i dont know what to say anymore..

if i didnt even scream in your face when you tried to help me earlier and screwed up my model even worse than what i did to you..

why would i wanna scream or yelled at you because i could not help you or because you asked for my help

i really dont know

LOL if me the PERSON in charge of my body didnt feel like and i KNOW i wasnt yelling [like because i was MAD OR ANGRY]

i dont know why you would ASSUME and THINK that i was and that my attitude was bad

really'

i really dont know what you want me to do this time round

this is the 5th time

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