Tuesday, December 21, 2010

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lol i was looking at gary [teo] old pics..

then i was like thinking back..

we all used to like play all day..
laugh all day
like really act childish but who cares..we are having fun!

now one by one we became more and more solemn..

i dont know if its because we grew up
if its because the responsibilities on our shoulders grew heavier
if its because we realise the world aint as nice as we thought it was
if its because people precious to us suddenly became our enemy or some stranger that you barely even talk to
if its because the humor in us is slowly fading..

i dont know if its a good thing..
to grow up
to stop laughing
to push everyone away so that you learn to stand by yourself
..


i dont know if i can stop myself from changing
i know i am somehow changing..
slowly.
but surely..

i just hope i dont lose my laughter
i mean i know my laughter may not sound the nicest or be the prettiest
..but i know a few idiots..little maybe..but as important as my family to me..
my laughter meant something to them..

that why help me keep it please..
dont let me forget the feeling of when..
even the simplest thing could make burst out laughing..

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