Tuesday, April 27, 2010

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now taking public speaking for CDS..
its not something i wanted but i have to make do with it i guess..

its relatively easy [for now]
but its stressful in a sense i have to do presentation almost every single day..
and that sucks..cause i hate talking to crowds of strangers..sigh

i realise my life is passing by rather quickly...god..
im afraid that if i play around, poly would be over before you know it.
and you move on to adulthood [like seriously]
you have to work..you have to figure whatcha wanna do from there.

i know parents/teachers will tell you to plan ya future early..because if you fail to plan , you plan to fail...an old line i believe.
but how true it is and not it is.

i mean yes you can have plans..but you never know if you can follow them.
like for me i wanna be an animator..but in singapore thats not something really successful now..like its not yet in it highest peak..and its easier to do something like that in JAPAN or KOREA..maybe america...but for anime, im going for Japan...

but you need MONEY!
its the bloody most important thing on EARTH i believe..
if you have no money you cant feed your loved family..-.-''
if you have no money you cant feed yourself..
if you have no money you CANT DO SHIT

thats de sad truth people.

hence i was thinking of working for 3 years..to earn some money and! wait for some friends of mine who went in to NS [XP] and are having the same dream as me..
go japan make it big~!!

more people go..i think i'll feel more safe PLUS..can save MONEY~! wahhaha

but yeah..like i said...who know what might happen...i may marry some RICH guy [wahaha that is a nice thought~]
or like i go be something else....like a chef... :3 that i dont mind..


well i still have 1 more year...i shall work hard for this and that..
XD i hope there are some nice gods that can bless me in my studies, love life and...ME
basically i guess..=w=

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