Saturday, February 13, 2010

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a fren asked me what i was doing late up at 2 am in the morning.
i replied..oh i was cleaning the kitchen with my mum.
he said this "amazing thing is, u spend quality time with your mum doing chores thats like smth u see on tv?"

i said you never know when you/her [touch wood bitches] might die..i dont wanna be like those idiots on tv/newspaper screaming how regretfully they are and whats not. like what the point of getting 10 A1s when your parent is gone and you could do it when he/she was alive but you didnt.

oh well..
point is im trying to be filial though i may complain and whine sometime [aw comeon let me whine...im only human..:P] .. but in any cause..i have guilt and responsibility to do it..
im her daughter.am i supposed to watch my rather old mum work her ass off to earn money and comes home to do chores?.fuck we're tired but so is she. .
im not trying to sound or be a goody 2 shoes
i just think its not fair that my mum who works her ass off for us comes home to suffer more.
i mean she gave birth to 4 kids and all of them have no hands and legs?

so being the sadly "matured" kid i am, i try to help out whenever i can. though its tiring..
but i miss out on lots stuff too..haha like my sec sch friends usually hang out after sch..but i always go home early..so no one hardly ask me go out play.
its like you have to give up something in order to get or do or have something.

oh well...because of all the bad things i have done when i was younger...i should repay them back not only now , like presently, for in the future.
i wanna make them feel like you know i have this wonderful and cute daughter that i really love..
:]

i hope that one day they may feel that way.
[and hopefully tell me about it..>w<]

.its.so.colourful.and.beautiful.at.2:19 AM