Monday, January 11, 2010

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its been a long time since i posted anything..because honestly i cant think of what to blog and im lazy..

uh..so..so its a new year..which is 2010..im now going to my 2nd year in my 3 year poly life..
AND IM GONNA BE 18 THIS YEAR..

im looking forward to it cause i can finally learn how to drive..but thats a part of me that dont want to reach my birthday that quickly..cause that'll prolly mean i have to grow up quicker too...which is something i really dont.

as we grow older, the things we have to worry increases, the burden we have on our shoulders increases, the time we spend worrying increases...but sadly our laughter and joy seems to decrease.
that just suck..

if i can, i wanna be the same me i was ...happy..but maybe with more responsibility on myself..cause i am 18 ..which = to being a sickening adult...

haiz...i dont know..they always say people change over time, i hope i will stay/ retain the fun happy side of me even when i grow old...

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