Thursday, January 28, 2010

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i have to always take care of you.
i have to always look after you.
but you dont seem to realise.
its sickening.


your fucking reputation is weighing down too much on me.
im only this small.
only this young.
only this inexperience.
only have this time to build my dreams and live my life.

people have fun.
i cant seem to find my own fun.
at least there's a small portion, thank god.
is this period of my life gonna be like this?
i wish you know how heavy the reputation you are so proud for is being piled on me.
i cant take it anymore.
sometimes i wish i can go somewhere else where no one knows you or me.
so i can live as free as i can be.
i can give the widest smile to the people i see.


it sucks when i realise people remember me because of you and not me.
i have a name.
its not "your sister."



It's angela.

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