Saturday, December 03, 2005

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long time no update le...nowadays im so busy...i used to wak up early in the morning and watch tv...but now..i can only wake up at 10++..wad hell is happening la???!!!!.....im afraid of netball..lol.....i dunno y..its the training tat im afraid not the game...the game rawks!!!..but then cause of my baised teachers...i hate it...they sucks!!...can't take it anymore....

got alot of things on my mind nowadays...i went to my cus chalet..sooo fun....me and my male cus...talk abt relationships....lol...gave advice to each other...told him my problems....im getting stress about everything!!!!i had to try be happy..nice..the normal cute funny lame always on the bright side angela.......its hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!when im sad..there's no one to talk to...i can maybe give advice..but i can't give advice to myself...funny eh...


really feel like dieing..end it all once and for all...but i can't....not cause im afraid....but cause...i got lots of things to do...and there r sumthing tat is worth living for in my live...my family...my friends...everybody i noe...but...then..im too weak i guess....im lousy at anything...im a big shitty person....


`if i was to die todae.....remember me as i was yesterdae.....`

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